BRAIN SWELLING AND BABY FEELINGS

Dreamed of my dad again..."that he wasn't really dead,but rather wanted to live on his own, without responsibilities, memories of our past and therefore faked his death. .." It's a recurring dream and equally saddening each time.
I thought really hard, in my dream, about all the "evidence of his death...the ashes, the old house in Vienna if it was available, the place in Budapest and most difficult: his phone number"...
I was looking for my iPhone in my dream to see if I had his number on it. Oy Vay.

happy Jules moments

Woke up with old old salty tears running down my cheeks, big tear buggers bubbling out of my nose and my sweetheart holding me and softly telling me that I was OK...it's a just a swelling, an emotional episode, ease fully let it go, it's feelings, ok to cry and be free of it...I am OK now.

My life is in order, I'm in a healthy relationship, am creating work and income as an Intuitive Creative. Contributing to people's lives with my talents and skills.
Lack and delay now crumble away and I step into my prosperous healthy love life under grace.
My family is healthy, loving and we have an earth angel on the way! Yay!

Great blessings to count for sure.