Long walk with my fellow sadhaka Libby Pink. As she tells me that in between the lines, I am telling her that what i am looking for in a man is someone who will take care of me....thunderbolt and lightning strikes...I just saved a hundred and fifty clams not going to a therapist....
I need to redirect the trajectory of intention of trying to create a daddy who will Love and cherish me.
Love and cherish myself, experiencing that strength and lightness of being.
Like that really cool bamboo I love so much in the tropics.
Also discovered a pond of resentful resolve to have that daddy no matter what the cost.
Recognizing that I have way too much energy invested in this resentful revenge inspires me to take the right steps toward freedom.
In this freedom there is enough energy to create a wonderful easful and fine life for who I am supposed to be. To live my purpose. Gee, let me make a resolve then.
Make an effort Grace can't refuse and steer the trajectory toward the greatest I can possibly be.
Ahhh, Libby. Sunset walk in the Marina with someone who loves life as much as I do.
Wonderful new moon power wishing day.
"Contentment destroys the ego" Baba Muktananda as quoted by Gurumayi.
Let me be content then and surrender to the silent elegant death of a small sad ego.
May we be content and have the courage to live the life of our boldest, most colorful brightest dreams.
May it be so.
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