Meanwhile, always listen to your Heart, Jules, it speaks the truth.
Every time.
It's in my power center, the third chakra, where it hurts.
My Heart is wide and so big, it includes all I know, people, animals, plants, rocks, planets, gods and goddesses.
So, while I walk the 12 steps to sanity and reunion with the golden light of my child self, confusion is on a rampage. I give away my power and energy because I don't know how to give it to myself.
People will take it...of course. Freebies..yay.
Then I fell resentful...when it was my own insecurity and fears that said: here, take it, I don't know what to do with all this beauty, kindness, creativity and love..take it and use it for what you are all about.
When I look at the result I freak out.My beautiful gifts in dirty unkempt places.
My gifts laying on the floor like debris.
My inspirations siting around unused and rotting away unloved.
It's my shortcoming to not love and know myself.
It's my character defect to seek love from people who can't give it the way I need it.
God, my Guru and my Self can love and give, create and establish the structure of care, beauty and aim for my life to one of right action, partnership and tribal strength.
Another day in gratitude.
Another day counting my blessings and friends.
Another day honoring my needs and having them met by life herself.
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